I've been obese since young. Yes, you heard me, obese. NOT overweight. A lot of people claim to be overweight, but heck, you're actually OBESE!! The BMI chart should
replace the overweight bar to obese so that most people will become aware of it.
So here's a normal BMI chart for reference.
When i was 13 years old, I was 162cm, 85kg. Yup, 85kg!! I'm a female, by the way. That makes a BMI of 32, which is a SHOCKING number for a 13 years old.
I used to waddle my way around cause it's hard to walk, have to make my own tailored clothing cause i can't seem to find XXXXXL from a normal boutique, and worst but not least, get bullied by idiots who think it's amusing to make fun of a girl who's been struggling with her weight and image for a long time.
Well, after a string of hardcore diet, determination, sweat and tears, (and lots and lots of cash) I've tried losing my weight.
Now at 21 years old, I'm 163cm, 71kg now. A BMI of 27.
After a series of yoyo-diets, exercise, etc, I can't seem to drop to 70 and below! Which is frustrating, by the way. Though I still need to wear L~XL clothes, control my eating so that i won't rebound back to 80kg (shiver).
I've gained confidence since then.
But...
Now, I'm living in Japan for my studies.
Japan. Can you believe it? Sakura trees, Harajuku fashion, Anime, Otaku.... AND SKINNY JAPANESE GIRLS.
My classmates are so damn skinny you can't even see their boobies - WHICH - I'M SO F*CKING JEALOUS OF!!!!!
And the worst part is, THEY CLAIM THAT THEY'RE FAT!!
What the hell??? Standing at 40kg and claiming you're fat, then what am I? An elephant???
Whenever the girls and I have our girly talks in class or in our rooms, I feel awkward when they start to complain about how they're not satisfied with their weight and wants to start a new diet by the start of spring.
I know you're insecure about your weight and all, but seriously, 40kg and you call yourself fat?? Girl, you've never been a 85kg hippo in your life!!!
Ok, enough of all the complains and everything, let me get to my point, i want to lose weight. I want to drop another 10kg!!!!
That's why I'm starting thing blog, to record all my weight loss journey each week and hopefully someone out there will be inspired to be a healthier, skinnier new you.
I know some people like to say, real men like girls with curves, but HELLO!!! No men like girl who waddle. So don't lie to yourself that someday a guy will look through all that fat beneath your skin and see the real pretty you.
17 March 2012
71kg
