You know sometimes, when it started well in a new place or work or friendship.... but then you realized, there's not really anyone honest enough out there, that you eventually give up trying to be someone you're not, and then, you get deserted.
Vague and hard to understand? Well, I'm going to blow out all my frustration here.
I came to Japan to study, get into a good university, and hopefully landing myself with a steady job that pays well.
After a hellish high school history, I got into a Japan college with scholarships, sponsored by my country, which I will not reveal. I certainly did not come here alone. There're others from my country as well, with full scholarship, enough to enjoy life here like a royalty. Sounds fun, sounds easy and all, but I can assure you, things are not as easy as it sounds.
I have different aims. i wanted to get into a good university, I study my ass off everyday to maintain my grades.
On the other hand, they came here unwillingly, thinking that they are forced into a labor (a labor of having to study everyday etc) Partied every night like there's no tomorrow.
After 2 semesters and the results came in, how dare they criticize me for my own efforts? How is it my fault that you get really bad results?
Just because you all gang up on me doesn't mean I won't fight back. Laugh at me for being fat. I don't care. I put up an effort to slim down and I'll make sure your jaw drops when I reach my desired goal.
Oh, and one more thing. Don't think I won't get into a good university just because all of you boycotted me and refuse to give me any important information.
I'll make sure that one day, when I'm successful working in a big company with a huge payment, I'll make sure you add ketchup to my McDonald's burger.
Sincerely,
The fat girl you boycotted and made fun of.
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